Random Ramble

I'm not feeling insanely well today.

I had some weird spotting about a week and a half ago, and today my period is due. So far no show. I'm exhausted again, after being super energetic for the past four days, and my nausea is crazy bad.

Some people have suggested pregnancy but I just feel like I'm sick. Like I could sleep for 48 hours and still wake up tired.

I'm trying to get the house cleaned out for Christmas, and so far its going slow. We still have alot of my aunts stuff stored here until we manage to sell it, and that makes it hard to even make the house look clean. Its a small apartment, and cluttered as all hell. I cannot. CANNOT wait until we get a bigger place.

Speaking of a bigger place, R has promised we will get on a few waiting lists and really start looking for a new place in the spring, once we know where he stands with the promotion, and if he's going to be looking for a new job. The thought of it has me so excited. Redecorating, actually having an apartment or townhome that we have room to move in instead of being so cluttered. Painting! PAINTING!!

Christmas is at moms like usual this year. Already lugged one box of gifts out there, now only have one box, and whatever we buy last minute to bring it out.

Boxing Day after R is done work will be out at his Nan's house. I'm having mixed feelings about that, as I can already feel that something will go awry. And I know R will not stand for the other family members being there after we've already voiced our distaste with the way we've been treated repeatedly by them. So hopefully they follow his wishes and all goes smoothly. Otherwise it could turn into a holiday drama that I'd rather avoid.