2010 - What Will It Bring!

Resolutions are a New Years tradition. And seem to last for no more than a month before the person falls back into familiar comfortable patterns, whether it be a lifestyle change, or a personality change.

Then, once you stop, you feel that failure, the worst kind of failure. Where you havent failed those around you, but yourself. And you make excuses, which turn into more excuses. I dont want to follow that pattern this year.

So this year I'm steering clear of resolutions. I have many hopes for the changes to come this year, but thats what they are. Changes. Not resolutions. Not things I have to do because, god forbid, its a new year and my last year was a failure. Just things I want to see happen, and that although I will try my hardest to do, I will not fault myself if they dont happen.

I'm hoping to accomplish at least the following list...

1. Construct an ACTIVE and REALISTIC plan to manage my PCOS, including but not limited to weightloss, and actually follow through. I will continue seeing my dietitian, and soon return to my physician to discuss the next steps in my journey.
2. Reach, or come close to my goal weight.
3. Learn to love my home, even if it is the one I'm currently in.
4. Kick this energy problem. (I think I will start by reducing my caffeine a great deal, and dragging myself out of bed even if I dont feel functionable in the morning.
5. Begin our trying to conceive journey!! (Most exciting change for me :) )
6. Make the engagement official and finally announce it.
7. Go hiking at least once a month once the weather allows

There is so much more I wish to accomplish, or to begin. That list contains only the most important to me, or the most realistic to my mindset right now.

I think I'm ready. Bring on 2010!